It comes to the second week of September. It is just damn fast.
The life in kmpk is not as easy as I think before.
A lot of things to do, to think...
A lot of feelings to keep, to express, to dump...
First, again, is about my result,
It is the main source for me to feel unhappy all these days
Yea of course I promise myself to perform well in pspm
But it even makes me more stressed
Because once I fail to score again in pspm..everything is gone..!!!
I sometimes wonder why studying becomes so difficult for me?
It is once quite easy for me to handle.. Why and where is the problem?
Secondly, friends...
In kmpk, I gain some friends and lost some friends at the same time
We once were very close friends.
But just look at us now..
Our distance is getting farther and farther
I dare not to imagine how will our relationship be in the next few months
I not even know how to get us close again
I simply afraid of everything
U all said I have changed..
I really dunno how to change back...
Thirdly, the happiest thing ever; EXPERIENCE !!!
U know what
In order to get koko mark
I try something that I never ever done before..
First is Ipoh run, I never ever wake up at 230am just to participate in Ipoh run!!
However I did this several months before
Second is ambang performance
Since primary school
I not ever dare to dance or sing on the stage
I feel shy to do that
But then in this year
I have done it unbelievable right? Haha
Third, is kakom sukarelawan.
Jasmine, Bridget, joe, and I were in charge of netball match
My task is to be a time keeper
My first time experience..woohoo..
Initially I have butterflies in my stomach..
But then everything is okay already...
It is time to complete my homework...bye
